ah yeah. getting prepped.

so basically.....  ( i say that far too often)
i have decided to start a blog so that i can journal my travels and life process, experience, and thoughts. .. i think it is super healthy to vent all of that shit out so its not all jumbled up in our tiny little heads that get so cluster effed and sometimes who even knows what is happening in there?? .. lately i have just been feeling this undeniable urge to experience new things, to change, to grow, to get out of my comfort zone, and to just not give a shit and learn to just wholly live in the moment. because that is all we have, right? we dont have tomorrow. we just have now.and at the beginning and end of everyday we are with ourselves and if we aren't super stoked about what is going on there then we don't really have shit and i have lived waay too much of my life just in a totally unhealthy state of mind where i was so introverted and critical in my own head, ya know?  time to DITCH that shit!!! woo!
.. i am getting really really stoked for this summer/the coming years of my life.
so in preparation for all of the journeys life is throwin in my lap i am selling my car. my cute little lesbian suby that i love so much! so that i can get a van to live in.. what?? live in a van? um.. okay. cool. sounds good. shower? wash clothes? nope. never. who knows how it will all work out but i'm stoked to just be. 
... i am also selling/giving away a ridiculous amount of my collected shit... i have all of this cute stuff to decorate a house with and now NOWHERE to keep it... so it must move on.. out of boxes.. and to a better, displayed, life. 
... so far the plan is to take a little cruisey ride off to Lake Tahoe at the beginning of June then just wander from there.... organic farm with wwoof for a bit then get a job who knows where so i can afford to go to australia in october for more farming... then next summer join my dear friend morgan donovan in nepal....
alright... sounds like a plan... ha... and i just keep telling the universe that i am grateful that it keeps putting heaps of money in my lap so i can make all of this happen...