life discoveries and sh*t

well well well.... this Oregon life is just filling my days with new discoveries. one being that while i have currently been jobless and penniless, the highlights of my day have become the morning coffee shop internet sesh as in 11 am, and let me just say that the music they play at this one is all cultural and makes al and i just want to get up on the tables and belly dance.. i'm sure everyone would appreciate that, right? ... then there is usually a little bike ride in the surrounding areas close to the cabin - so lovely and green and trippy foresty like, and i never knew how many people actually live in this little Brightwood .. and then usually a movie while i fill out about 376 applications a day while i eat PB&H constantly since i can afford only that.  and the usual drinking, card games, and reading outside with the pals commencing in the eve.... livin the good life ;)

free spirit cruiser

... except for yesterday... ha... had a lovely chunk taken out of my tire somehow so had to take it to walmart (suck it) to get a new one for free.. yep, cuz i have road hazard insurance stuff... so go to take it in, they say they wont drive it because there are wires hanging down (not open scary ones) that are hazardous and i ask if i can drive it in.. nope... little babies... so only option to get it replaced is al and i have to take it off ourselves and hand it to them and wait until they are done and then put it back on and drive away like happy little customers... we were pissed, especially since we had already been waiting forever just readin cosmo sitting in the aisles... so i go buy us little tiny wine bottles and we start scoping out men who look friendly to ask to help... it was a process and i am bitter about it... ha... but we handled it and are good to go... on the way home, just feelin friendly, picked up some hitchhikers to return some good karma back into the universe....

moving on - sometimes i wanna freak out and feel a tad lonely here buuutt i'm reading this book called you can heal your life and its lovely and takes you through a process of becoming aware of your thoughts and how they create your reality and all this good stuff... read it .... 
but moving out here and just clearing my head has been awesome. i'm finally getting a grip on the things i really want in life and just doing things for myself and no one else... its been real healthful to just release old grudges and weirdness that happens in the crazy mind and just learn to live in the moment and effin chill out sometimes.... cuz we all need a reminder.